AH! Real humans

So like, I just CAN'T work on any "serious" picture for too long. I have to take some mini breaks where I either chat or play some games oooor I'll do some silly sketches.

Today I did these two doodles.
They were very boring looking, so I slapped on some simple shading.

I am very bad and really not used to drawing humans, specially not when they're not supposed to look 100% cartoony, but realistic enough for people to recognize who they are :D I think I did a pretty decent job here.

reply to: "PURE IGNORANCE! (...)"

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Okay so, I do NOT agree with the filth that woman is spewing out at the guy and ESPECIALLY not the slap she gave him. But I also really don't get why he just doesn't let her give him back the letter.

To me it just looks like he is trying to piss her off more and more, hoping for more name calling and shit so he can call her a racist. Because, well, that's what white people are ;D

I am not sure whether he got fired AFTER or BEFORE the postoffice he worked at saw the video. But if it was before he got fired, I have to say, I agree with the place the guy worked at.

You do NOT just make a video of someone YOU are obviously pissing off. Instead of wasting your time on that, you can just drive away and nothing of this would have happened.


Please, share your opinion!

10 day meme -- day 10

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four:Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession.

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Day Ten: One confession.

- I falling in love again ;u;...

10 day meme -- day 9

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four:Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession.

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Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

- <3

- ; U ;

10 day meme -- day 8

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four:Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession.

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Day Eight: Three turn ons.

- A cute smile and gentle eyes. There is not much that can make me blush, but someone who has either or both just makes me melt.

- A good sense of humor/playful nature. I hate people who are super serious all the time. I love joking around, wrestling, laughing and just poke some fun.

- ANGRY/TOUGH GUYS with a big heart. I don't know what it is, but a guy who looks tough and acts like he doesn't care just... makes me weak in my knees. EVEN MORE when he is actually does have a really gentle/sweet side once you get to know him 8D <3~

10 day meme -- day 7

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four:Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession.

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Day Seven: Four turn offs.

- Bad hygiene/body odor. I just can't stand it when someone looks as if they don't take good care of themself. Greasy hair, bad teeth, filthy clothes and worst of all.. smelling like you haven't had a good shower in ages. BAH!

- Cheaters, liars and all that crap. Trust and loyalty is everything

- People who think about nothing but sex. Sure, perviness and sex itself is awesome, but there's more important things in life than sex.

- People who are 24/7 hyper, super random and just can't take anything serious. It's fun for a while, but it gets me frustrated if it keeps going and going. I especially can't stand randomness when it make NO sense at all and someone just does it to get some attention. I love fun and games, but I want to be able to talk about serious stuff too.

10 day meme -- day 6

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four:Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession.

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Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)

- Shaw. One of my best friends who I know for years now. He is the first person I felt comfortable enough around to really open up to about some things I hadn't talk to anyone about before. It may sound dramatic, but I have no idea where I'd be without him. He's such a sweetheart, very smart and just.. wonderful and awesome guy. He keeps me sane and is always there for me. Och han är min, bara min~

- Topher. Another of my best friends. I've known him for years and we always got along very well. We have the same interests, humor, opinions and he's just such an awesome, sweet guy who is always there for me. I am very fortunate to have him as my friend.

- Mike. Someone who I owe a lot to. We started off as classmates, things clicked right away, we got close friends and we used to be a couple even. Unfortunately we were just not meant to be and I had to break up with him. Thank God for him being such an awesome, understanding guy we are still roommates and best friends.

- My mom. Even though she passed away 3 years ago, she is still and will always be a big part of my life. Her optimism and strength are my motivation to keep going and be just as strong as her. She made me appreciate life and taught me how there is always a little light shining somewhere, even when everything seems so dark.

- My sister. We don't talk and see each other as much as we used to when we still lived together in one house with my mom, but she is and will always be my sister. We have a very strong bond and will be there for each other, always. Even though she turned her back at me quite a few times, she still means a lot to me, and I would do anything for her, no matter what.

10 day meme -- day 5

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four:Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession.

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Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done".

- Not listen to my mom and family when I was 16 and dating this guy who was obviously not right for me. Love makes blind.

- Jump from one relationship into the next

- Honestly, there is nothing else I "regret". Even the 2 points I mentioned up here I still wouldn't change if I could. Every thing that has ever happened to me, or that I've ever done, has made me who I am and got me where I am today. And I love my life as it is right now ;3

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- ..Wish I was there more for my mom, instead of being such a wuss and try acting like everything was (gonna be) ok...... ):

10 day meme -- day 4

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four:Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession.

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Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

- My mom, and all the memories about her. Is she proud of who I am/who I'm becoming?

- The guy who means the world to me, and how scared I am of losing him, because I'm a huge idiot 24/7 :D

- My health and the problems I have with my muscles that cause me a lot of pain.

- My life; where will I be next year, what do I want to achieve, etcetcetc.

- IM HUNGRY. IM SLEEPY.

- What others think of me. Personality-wise, artist-wise, you name it.

- WORK WORK WORK STRESS WORK WORK MORE WORK WORK

10 day meme -- day 3

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four:Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession.

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Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

- To me in a relationship it's all about "giving and receiving". If one receives but barely to not give compared to their partner, the balance is broken and usually there are problems in the relationship (of course there are exceptions). I am a very passionate person and I will do anything to for my partner to know he or she is happy. I don't expect you to buy me flowers every day or stuff my throat full with candies, but I do want you to make me feel loved and appreciated for everything I do.

- Don't take me or the things I do for granted. I can't stand it. Of course, I don't want you to drown me in "thank you"s and compliments every day. I mean, I love to make someone feel loved and do anything for them, but a bit of acknowledgement is not gonna kill you :')

- Be independent. I HATE having to feel like I'm you're mother. I've had to deal with it once, I will NEVER let that happen again. I want you to have your own life, work, interests, friends, everything and be grown-up enough to actually be able to take care of yourself.

- I LOVE a person who is spontaneous. You don't have to do any big crazy things or anything at all. The smallest little gestures bring a smile to my face. I am very spontaneous myself in a relationship, but if I have to be the only one of the two who has to move to make something happen, I will get bored, and will stop caring about it eventually (as in being spontaneous myself).

- Let me be myself around you. I can be a very difficult person with everything I have been through in my life. My mood can be like a rollercoaster, I can act very spoiled, I want and do what I want and I am an huge idiot most of the time. But if you learn to understand me and really get to know me, things will be perfectly fine. And of course, I want YOU to be yourself as well.

- COMMUNICATION. Be open about your feelings, thoughts and opinion. I can't STAND a person who says one thing, but means the other. If something is up, TELL ME. I am a very understanding person, I won't ever judge you or turn my back at you. If you can trust me enough to talk to me about ANYTHING, I will trust you enough too.
AND TRUST IS AWESOME.

- If you can make me laugh, you're good to go 8D

- Please, don't be some clingy, lovesick, hopeless romantic puppy. YEGH, if there's any type of people I can't stand....

10 day meme -- day 2

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four:Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession.

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Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

- I've been hurt so many times, in many ways. I'm scared to get hurt again. It's so bad that even the smallest "mistake" can get me scared. And most of the time I just feel like an idiot, a failure.

- I treat my cats like they are my babies (well, 1 more than the other). Yes, I'm a crazy cat lady 83

- I'm quite proud and have a big ego when it comes to myself and my art, and don't easily get bothered by people who try their hardest to piss me off or upset me. In a way it's sort of a cover-up because I find it hard to trust people. There's only 2 or 3 people that truly know me.

- For the first time in a very VERY long time, I am not afraid to be myself. I've been told to change my personality by an ex, I've been told to change my life and live it the way (they think) is proper, I've been rejected for who I am.. it changed me, and made me think very badly of myself. But thanks to this one person, who seems to like me for who I am, I'm... accepting myself. finally.

- I love drawing and being recognized for it. I need to draw at least once a day and I really don't know how else to spend my time. It's an serious addiction.

- Health-wise, I have quite a few problems that affect my every day (mainly physical pain). This doesn't stop me from doing what I love and/or changes my mood (well, most of the time). It's weird that I can't remember having a day where I haven't been in any kind of discomfort or pain..

- I easily get bothered or annoyed by people, and it shows in my way of talking/responding --I believe this is the reason people have a hard time getting to know me or even get closer with me. I really don't mean to, and most of the time I don't even notice my own behavior until afterwards.

- I love life and of ALL the things that have happened, I wouldn't want to change one thing. I love where I am now and where I'm heading, and I love the person who I've become. And I haven't been this happy in a long, long time.

- I tend to care too much and/or be too easy on people. In the past people have been taking advantage of this and hurt me badly, however, I find it hard to change this about myself..

10 day meme -- day 1

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

Day Four:Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).

Day Seven: Four turn offs.

Day Eight: Three turn ons.

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.

Day Ten: One confession.

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Day One: Ten Things you want to say to ten people right now.

- Stop kidding yourself and others that you are okay, because you obviously are NOT. You think people don’t see it, but believe me, everyone around you sees it. It frustrates me how you are just making a huge fool out of yourself.

- I know you have a big crush on me, it’s easy to tell. I’m scared it will ruin our friendship though, but at the same time I can’t and won’t act differently around you because it just seems wrong. We are like the perfect friends, in every way possible, but I don’t think it will ever be more than that. It almost kinda hurts me to tell you “no”.

- I can’t believe it took us 5 - 6 years to become this close friends, and.. well even more than friends even. It makes me laugh how we didn’t really like each other in the beginning, because of our personalities that just.. didn’t seem to click, while right now you prolly know more about me than anyone ever has. And ..I.. think I'm really falling in love with you, in a way I never really.. -loved- anyone before.

- I love and miss you so much, everyday. It kills me that you aren’t around anymore and won’t be there on those important days in my life. You made me who I am, you learned me how to be strong and how to stand positive in life and how to be a good person. I thank you for this.

- You are a great and wonderful person, but sometimes your crazy moods get a little bothersome and instead of getting closer with you it just pushes me away each time.

- I really dislike clingy people who act like they are my best friend, you are one of those who really knows how to piss me off with this. I can’t get angry at you because of everything you’re going through (and it’s not really in my nature either), but it’s not doing any good for the friendship you seem to be desperately longing for either..

- Thank you so much for not leaving my side after all of this, it was my biggest fear to lose you. You friendship is so important to me and if it wasn’t for you I wouldn’t be where I am right now. You’ve helped me through so many bad times, and still do. I’m proud to call you a friend.

- STOP thinking you are my one and only friend and causing drama when I don’t respond fast enough/talk to you. And NO I won’t draw you free art, do this and that for you just because we talk every now and then. Really, because of all this shit I’ve really stopped liking you that I don’t even consider you a friend any more.

- You are such a sweetheart! You never seem to be in a bad mood which always makes me smile when we hang out. YOUR MOOD IS CONTAGIOUS. It’s really gotten rid of those stupid grumpy moods of mine <3

- I was gonna give you another chance, but hearing from people how you talk crap about me and my friends to others really made stop caring for you at all anymore. And, honestly, I’m not the least bit sorry, it just shows what an ass you really are.